Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Life is a Challenge

Only if you make it that way. When you look through the eyes of the beholder, what do you see? Love, hate, fear or tranquility? How do you answer the questions? God? The stars? So many questions, what is really out there? So many questions yet so many answers, but which one goes where? Which goes with the other? Everything is over-rated and to find the truth in a lie is almost impossible anymore. What is real or fake and how do you tell which is which? So many questions but still no answers.

I find it very difficult trying to explain all of life to my kids :) these are just some of the things that they have asked me amongst other things (Like why can she wear a bikini for a shirt and i can't ) trying to make my kids better than some of the people they see on the streets or even at a park. Now speaking about the park. i went to do a photo shoot and i took my children with me because we were doing at the park. when i pulled in all the kids got out and ran to play but as i stepped out of the car IN BROAD DAY-LIGHT i saw a couple "Having some fun" in the gazebo. COME ON!! MY KIDS ARE HERE!! there were like 4 other kids too and the couple i was shooting for a little girl as well. Is there no common sense at all in some people? So i got my cell phone out and i called the police to have them kicked out of the park. The worst thing was watching my kids watching them and trying to explain to them what they were doing and yelling at them not to look :) in the end the cops showed up and snuck right up on the couple (I LAUGHED SO HARD) and told them to leave. i got the photo shoot done and everyone was happy again UNTIL i got home and we told daddy what happened. Daddy was not happy at all with the couple and said they were lucky he wasnt there cause he would have pressed charges against them. which i understand they shouldnt be doing that at a park.......in the daytime........in front of kids.......in the middle of a wide open space for all to see........heheh..... but i was young once too and i remember doing stupid things like that. awe to feel young love again :) to me i thought getting busted by the cops was humiliating enough, i dont want them to go to jail over it. im so glad my kids are still young and they forget things fast ;) i have no idea really where im heading with this, i just started writing as usual and this is what came out :) has anybody else had any situations like mine in the park with your kids? i would love to hear some and how you explained it to them about the situation. it doesnt have to be the exact same as mine. like another time that was really funny yet embarrassing was when my daughter was a little over a year old (she is 6 now) and we was at walmart and this lady (who shouldnt have been wearing what she had on in the first place) came up to my daughter and told her she was so cute.... then my daughter pokes at her breast and says "I see your tities" OMGoodness i was about to roll on the floor laughing so hard, i couldnt believe she would say something like that. I just apologized and walked away. once the lady was out of sight i lost it. i hadnt laughed so hard in my whole laugh. I love my kids!!

Monday, August 9, 2010

My End of Days

Well if anyone knows me, the know i love to talk about end of the world stuff and aliens (hehe). Dont ask why cause i couldnt tell you. IM SCARED TO DEATH of just the thought of it but im so fascinated by it at the same time :) Im just know getting into the blog thing so being this is my first "Personal" blog post about myself i figured i would just let all the silly and craziness out first, hahahaha.

now i know i can go on and on about the end of the world but lets just say everyone is right about 2012.... what do you think will happen on day break of that day? Me? well im hoping nothing but if something does and will happen i hope i can survive while saving some of my friends and family with me OR God comes back right before and takes us all away. And what is funny to me when i write that "God comes back" is that i read about some religions that think around the lines of christianity but instead of God or Jesus coming back for us it will be aliens of some sort... HAHAHA.... it is funny to think about BUT then i try and put myself in thier shoes and if let just say that some guy or woman came up to me and showing me all these wonders that i have never seen before such as turning water into wine, well frankly i would think that there was some evil afoot :) or that they come from some other place in time or space even.

in all reality what would you do if someone did that too you right now? i would freak out!! as would many other people as well. but after reading and watching several different things from different cultures, religions, and from totally different sides of the earth is all pointing to the one date Dec 21, 2012. ok, ok...... i hear all the prophicies, i understand most and see how they are all connected BUT and this is a BIG BUT...hehe.... lets just use one of the most famous of them all (except for Jesus, everyone knows that story or at least SHOULD).....

Nostradamous predicted the end of the world on this date also 500 years ago...um HELLO if it was true then why NOW is everyone asking questions and getting scared and whatever else they are doing.... why didnt they try and do something within that 500 years instead of waiting almost 2 years before the said it would happen? can anyone answer this for me? dont get me wrong im not saying i believe it or not but i would like to know why such the long wait. now saying that i do believe it and it is all true, think about it. my my point of view (if christ doesnt come for us at this time) my kids are going to be 7, 8, and 9 at that time and i have to think about their future, how in the world am i going to do this? if the earth is not destroyed in the wake of this there will be little chance that some will survive. who is to say that it will be any of us. i cant stand the thought of my closest family and friends dying, yes death is a way of life and it is natural but it doesnt mean we have to like it, it is our nature to protect the ones we love but what if we can? some say leave it in Gods hands and it will all work out, i want to say that comforts me but in a way it doesnt. no im not loosing my faith in God but i have so many unanswered questions that i know will never be answered. so let go to the future for a bit..... today is Dec 20 2012..... will we wake up to no rising sun? or will it be just another normal day,so we think. i know as many people who believe in this will not go to work that day or be together as a family for the apporching end times. which means there is going to be craziness all over the world as that morning approches us.

some of the things that i have read says it will be a second sun that comes into play called Planet X, which they say is the twin of our sun but it is brown and unable to "start up" it needs our sun to help it. which could cause 3 different things.

1 is if it is the size of an astroid it will only be minimal damage to our plant,
2 if it is the size of a comet then we could loose half of the planet but there is a chance of survival.
but the #3 is what they think will happen. it will be bigger than our planet and it will completly destroy us in its wake. but thats just one interpretation. others say that the earth will shift it position of the polar ice caps which means the whole earth will shift and place now will be under water and places that werent under water would be the new land. ok i can see that so that means if you can swim or have a boat or can hold your breath for awhile you could survive this. other as i have mentioned before seriously believe that a fleet of aliens are going to come and take us away (like the movie "Knowing") i just cant believe that one :) but who knows this world and space is far beyond us and is big enough to MAYBE another BIG MAYBE that there is others out there. weather they look like E.T. or just like us. but to me i think there is others out there but i dont see them coming back for us. for the simply fact that we havent seen nor heard from them EVER what makes us think they would just show up now? which brings to the Scienctology religion (if you can even call it a religion in my books) says that when we die our bodys go to this "docking station" on the planet Venus, where they are re-implanted and told lies about their past life and their next life. i know that seems silly but it is really what they believe, go ask Tom Cruise. hehe. ok so here are some of the interesting facts about Alien Religion that i found on Wikipedia......


Aetherius Society
Main article: Aetherius Society

The Aetherius Society was founded in the United Kingdom in the 1950s. Its founder, George King, claimed to have been contacted telepathically by an alien intelligence called Aetherius, who represented an "Interplanetary Parliament." According to Aetherians, their Society acts as a vehicle through which "Cosmic Transmissions" can be disseminated to the rest of humanity.[citation needed]

Heaven's Gate
Main article: Heaven's Gate (religious group)

The Heaven's Gate group achieved notoriety in 1997 when one of its founders convinced 38 followers to commit mass suicide. Members reportedly believed themselves to be aliens, awaiting a spaceship that would arrive with Comet Hale-Bopp. The suicide was undertaken in the apparent belief that their souls would be transported onto the spaceship, which they thought was hiding behind the comet. They underwent elaborate preparations for their trip, including purchasing and wearing matching shoes. For a time, group members lived in a darkened house where they would simulate the experience they expected to have during their long journey in outer space.[citation needed]
[edit] Industrial Church of the New World Comforter

The Industrial Church of the New World Comforter is a UFO religion founded in 1973 by Allen Michael.

In 1947, Allen Noonan was a pictorial sign painter in Long Beach, California who that year claimed to have a telepathic encounter with a UFO. He then changed his name from Allen Noonan to Allen Micheal. He claimed to have physically encountered a flying saucer in 1954 at Giant Rock in the Mojave Desert of California. During the Summer of Love, he had a restaurant on the northwest corner of Haight and Scott streets in San Francisco, California called the Here and Now (also called the Mustard Seed). His group lived in two communes in the 1960s in Berkeley, California called The One World Family. They had classes in tantric sex. In 1969, the vegetarian restaurant moved to a much larger space on Telegraph Avenue and Haste Street in Berkeley and the name of the restaurant was changed to the One World Family Natural Food Center. They published a vegetarian cookbook called Cosmic Cookery. There was a large mural on the side of the restaurant painted by Allen Michael that had written above it the phrase Farmers, Workers, Soldiers—Revolution by 1976! The farmer was holding a pitchfork, the worker was holding a hammer, and the soldier was holding a gun, and they had their arms around each other's shoulders. In 1973, Allen Michael founded the The Industrial Church of the New World Comforter and published the first volume of his revelations, The Everlasting Gospel. In 1975, the church headquarters and the vegetarian restaurant relocated to Stockton, California. Allen Noonan ran for President of the United States in the 1980 and 1984 elections on the Utopian Synthesis Party ticket. [3][4]

Nation of Islam
Main article: Nation of Islam

The Nation of Islam subscribes to the belief that UFOs are responsible for "raising mountains" and will destroy the world on the Day of Judgment. Its former leader, Elijah Muhammed, claimed that the Biblical Book of Ezekiel describes a "Motherplane" or "Wheel". The movement's current leader, Louis Farrakhan, describes the "Motherplane" thus:
“ The Honorable Elijah Muhammad told us of a giant Motherplane that is made like the universe, spheres within spheres. White people call them unidentified flying objects (UFOs). Ezekiel, in the Old Testament, saw a wheel that looked like a cloud by day but a pillar of fire by night. The Hon. Elijah Muhammad said that that wheel was built on the island of Nippon, which is now called Japan, by some of the original scientists. It took 15 billion dollars in gold at that time to build it. It is made of the toughest steel. America does not yet know the composition of the steel used to make an instrument like it. It is a circular plane, and the Bible says that it never makes turns. Because of its circular nature it can stop and travel in all directions at speeds of thousands of miles per hour. He said there are 1,500 small wheels in this mother wheel which is a half mile by a half mile (800 by 800 m). This Mother Wheel is like a small human built planet. Each one of these small planes carry three bombs. [5] ”

Main article: Raëlism

The International Raëlian Movement has been described as "the largest UFO religion in the world."[6] Raëlians believe that scientifically advanced extraterrestrials known as the Elohim created life on Earth through genetic engineering, and that a combination of human cloning and "mind transfer" can ultimately provide eternal life. Past religious teachers, like Jesus, Buddha and Muhammad are said to have been sent by these scientifically advanced extraterrestrials to teach humanity. The Elohim are said to be planning a future visit to complete their revelation and education of humanity.

Raelian Priest Thomas said on this topic, "The difference between Raëlians and Heaven's Gate and Jim Jones etc., is that the others destructively believed in a God who would give them a better life after death, just like most believers in a monotheistic religion do today, and hence the risk for suicide chasing afterlife rewards... as Raëlians we want the best right now in our life, who would want to die now in that scenario with all those pleasures to enjoy? Raëlians believe in enjoying life now, with happiness and laughter."

Main article: Scientology

Scientology has been discussed in the context of UFO religions in UFO Religions by Christopher Partridge,[7] The Encyclopedic Sourcebook of UFO Religions by James R. Lewis,[8] and UFO Religion: Inside Flying Saucer Cults and Culture by Gregory Reece.[9] Stories of extraterrestrial civilizations and interventions in past lives form a part of the belief system of Scientology. The most well-known story publicized and held up to ridicule by critics is that of Xenu, the ruler of the Galactic Confederacy who is said to have brought billions of frozen people to Earth 75 million years ago and placed them near a number of volcanoes, and dropped hydrogen bombs into them, thus killing the entire population in an effort to solve overpopulation. The spirits of these people were then captured by Xenu and mass implanted with numerous suggestions and then "packaged" into clusters of spirits. [10]

From the early 1950s onwards, Scientology's founder, L. Ron Hubbard, published a number of books, lectures and other works describing what he termed "space opera".

Scientology teaches that all humans have experienced innumerable past lives, including lives in ancient advanced extraterrestrial societies such as Helatrobus and the Marcabians. Traumatic memories from these past lives are said to be the cause of many present-day physical and mental ailments. Scientologists also believe that human beings possess superhuman powers which cannot be restored until they have been fully rehabilitated as spiritual beings through the practice of "auditing", using methods set out by Hubbard in his various works.[citation needed]

According to Hubbard, when people die they go to a "landing station" on the planet Venus, where they are re-implanted and told lies about their past life and their next life. The Venusians take their thetan (soul), "capsule" it, and send it back to Earth to be dumped into the ocean off the coast of California, whereupon it searches for a new body to inhabit. To avoid these inconveniences, Hubbard advised Scientologists to simply refuse to go to Venus after their death. [11][12]

Unarius Academy of Science
Main article: Unarius Academy of Science

Founded by Ernest L. Norman and his wife Ruth in 1954, the Unarians are a group headquartered in El Cajon, California who believe that through the use of fourth dimensional physics, they are able to communicate with supposed advanced intelligent beings that allegedly exist on higher frequency planes. Unarians believe in past lives and that the solar system was once inhabited by ancient interplanetary civilizations.[13][14]

Universe people
Main article: Universe people

The Universe people or Cosmic people of light powers (Czech: Vesmírní lidé sil světla) is a Czech movement centered around Ivo A. Benda. Its belief system is based upon existence of extraterrestrial civilizations communicating with Benda and other "contacters" since October 1997 telepathically and later by direct personal contact. According to Benda, those civilizations operate a fleet of spaceships led by Ashtar Sheran orbiting and closely watching the Earth, helping good and waiting to transport the followers into another dimension. The Universe People teaching incorporates various elements from ufology (some foreign "contacters" are credited, though often also renounced after a time as misguided or deceptive), Christianity (Jesus was a "fine-vibrations" being) and conspiracy theories (forces of evil are supposed to plan compulsory chipping of the populace).[citation needed]

Main article: Nibiru collision

ZetaTalk is a website started in 1995 by self-proclaimed contactee Nancy Lieder, who claims to channel messages from extraterrestrials called Zetas (from the Zeta Reticuli star system; see Betty and Barney Hill) through an implant in her brain.[15] Lieder states that she was chosen to warn mankind about Planet X, which would sweep through the solar system in May 2003, causing a pole shift that would destroy most of humanity. The pole shift would be caused by magnetic attraction between the Earth's core and the magnetism of the passing planet. This magnetic disruption of the Earth's core and subsequent displacement of the crust of the Earth is said to correspond with the event Christians refer to as the biblical Armageddon.

Lieder's Planet X idea spread beyond her website when Mark Hazlewood, a former member of the ZetaTalk community, took her claims and published them in a book: Blindsided: Planet X Passes in 2003. Lieder would later accuse him of being a confidence trickster.

Lieder predicted that before the pole shift in May 2003 the Iraq War would eventually end with troops being sent home to join loved ones before the shift occurred. When the May 15 date arrived, there was no pole shift.

According to Lieder, the Zetas claim that the May 2003 date was merely a "white lie" to confuse the elites. Lieder insists that the Zetas still maintain that Planet X is coming and that a more specific passage timeline will be forthcoming after Obama takes office. Lieder claims that disclosing a date would enable those in power to plan martial law and attempt to trap people in cities during the shift which would cause their deaths. Ms. Lieder, however, regularly claims through her zetatalk discussions on godlikeproductions.com and other sites that the pole shift will occur before 2012.


Seriously?!?! Aliens?!?! i find this very funny indeed, but people can believe in what they want right? There is even some people who believe in the crop circle signs, which i can go on and on about as well. here is a fact for ya.... did you know that in the first 9 months of 2007 145 crop circles were reported WORLDWIDE and 52 were in the United Kingdom. AND to top it all off some scientist dephered one of the crop circles and it was said to say "Beware of the bearers of false gifts and broken promises, Much pain but still time, Believe, there is good out there, we oppose deception, conduit closing" what does that mean anyways? They say "It is not WHAT you see, it is what you DONT see" *sigh* i wont go to much into detail about these religions because i might strike a wrong cord, but i personally do not agree with this nor do i really believe that E.T. will save us all :) I really dont know where i am going with this but i felt that i need to get this off my chest and tell you all how i am thinking at the moment...... IM SCARED! not of the coming prophices but in general for all mankind as we know it. even if this date is for real or is is a fake i truly believe that something is going to happen on that day that will change how we live, speak, and our whole way of life. If there is anyone out there who is at all least bit interested in this please leave comments. sometimes i fell like i am the only one i know who actually really cares or is interested in this subject.... yes i know most of you are going to come back with the "Jesus" thing but what if this does happen and he doesnt come back by then? i have so many questions about all of this and all i can get back on it is Jesus. YES i believe in him and everything that surrounds him but i like to play the "What if card" somethings i have read have said that God is dead and all the angels are watching over us now and they have seen our wars and that they will eventually give up on us. but i dont like to express my opions on that either because of the same reason i would get from the Alien religions..... That im not a true believer. which is wrong. my crime of thinking is i listen to all sides of it and give everyone a chance with what they truly believe. everyone has that right. LOVE THE SINNER, HATE THE SIN!!!! but to me most people dont think that way, they hate everything about that sinner and their sins. but God tells us to love one another. how is that loving them? for example "The Gays" yes God says that that is an abomination to the church and everything they believe in BUT instead of calling them names and casting them aside (which is SUPPOSE to be God's Job) tell them about the love. now whether they listen or not is their problem not yours. they will have to deal with God themselves, they shouldnt have to get it from people who hate the gays. Now this subject is way off from what i started talking about but it is an example. I have no problems with them and some of my best friends are gay, but i am not God so i can not judge them. So with that i am going to end this before i stick my foot so far down my mouth i could turn myself inside out.


For the Son of Man is going to come in the glory of His Father with His angels; and will then recompense every man according to his deeds. Truly I say to you, there are some of those who are standing here who shall not taste death until they see the Son of Man coming in His kingdom. Matthew 16:27-28